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August 21, 2004
Different cultures have catagorized different things into the opposites 'light' and 'dark'. I, who align myself with darkness, define it thusly: Dark is the place where Mystery dwells. It is the place of Possibility and Potentiality. It is also the place of the Unknown. It is the quiet where I can think, where I can return to the center that is mySelf. Darkness represents the 'subconscious', for in those deep waters lie my creative powers. I experience strong emotions when I embrace Darkness, the intense desire even unto lust. But this does not become the 'lusting for results' that disables magical endeavor. Perhaps because this lust is rooted in Potential, I am not placing demands on how it will manifest. The evolution is natural and spontaneous. So for me, viewing Set as the Dark Lord is entirely appropriate, for as I perceive him, he is the raging torrents of Power, rawly chaotic only if not channeled by my Will. As for Set's will, he wants to exist, to 'be', to know the force of his power as it's being channeled. He experiences Himself through us when we channel him. He becomes more vast, the more people that evoke him. He has 'pride of being' and in the embrace of darkness, I also have 'pride of being'. How do I explain that 'pride of being'? To fully enjoy my own consciousness, to be in awe at the wonder of being alive is a good start. So for me, there is nothing to fear in Darkness, unless I were to fear my own Self. And then, I felt the desire to visit Deep Self:
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