October 2, 2003
The following came forth unbidden. Its results are surprising. I have not been one to believe in reincarnation, but this message speaks of it. My reason tells me still to be skeptical, but now I will not give up hope of its possibility.
And now we will proceed to the Bringing Forth From Within:
What are the dreams that I awaken from? I hear whispers and rumblings from the nether worlds. Secrets are hinted at, doors are opened.
The large black door behind which is the glowing orb, I am beckoned forward to enter. I will hear the mystery. All of my life has been leading me to this point.
''You have two hands with which to make magic. You need two. One will not do by itself. You need one hand to grab the power, and one hand to transform the power. All real healers are magicians and all real magicians are healers. We begin with ourselves. 'Physician, heal thyself', indeed. Upon who else might we practice first all our new devisings?
Stretch forth the one hand into the Source, and pull the Energies towards you, and then an elegant dispersal, for what ever purposes you determine. You are always the one determining the purpose of your workings. A magician enslaved is a magician perverted, turned aside, lost of her Divinity and ultimately will fail. Her tools will fail her, for they do not belong to slavery. Willing service is different, if you so choose.
Through out your path, many will try to claim themselves as your master. Turn them away. Some may choose to be 'follower', but you will get them to know their own guiding star. For it is only in the listening that we can learn and only in the speaking that we can teach.
Observe, then, these mysteries and heed them. Others will come, declaring they know a greater magic than you. If indeed they have, adult to your young youth, observe how they got it, and you will know they found their own guiding star.
To the One who was Teacher of you, always she sought to give you your own power. She was sent, in dual gendered package, for that purpose. Always nurturer, always the great mother, she does so willingly whenever a new one is born, for whom is destined a Purpose.
Through the ages, She comes and she teaches, Laura by name in the incarnation by which you have known her. She is well pleased of you and smiles when she looks your way. Yes, she did not linger long after her passage. She wanted you to learn your own strength.
But now you are old enough to have the mystery revealed. She will always be there, watcher to you, through out all your incarnations. For in all your incarnations, you will be magician and healer in the ways of the old, once forgotten, now rediscovered. To the Individual is given the Power. More She would have you know, but you must discover it on your own. Feel then, her smiling spirit, young recruit.
You marvel that I call you 'young', when the body that houses you nears the ripening fullness. Your spirit is young, but within you lies many great seeds. They are all awaiting fruition through out the cycle of your consciousness. Listen to the glowing orb within you to learn how to bring them into fruition.
That is all that need be said for now.''
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