My Present Understanding
August 3, 2005

My understanding is always undergoing evolution, and so is apt to change. Here it is as it exists now. I've rewritten this page, finding the old version was a confusing muddled jumble of this and that. Hopefully this version is easy to digest.

At present, I am understanding First Mystery to be NUT:

In October of 1997 I found this poem in a book about the Goddess. It originally was discovered on a mummy of Soutywes, no. 2611m. c. 1100BC in Egypt. It caught my eye and heart:

O my mother Nut, stretch your wings over me. Let me become like the imperishable stars, like the indefatigable stars. May Nut extend her arms over me and her name of 'She who extends her arms' chases away the shadows and makes the light shine everywhere. O Great Being who is in the world of the Dead, At whose feet is Eternity. In whose hand is the always, Come to me, O great divine beloved Soul, who is in the mysterious abyss, Come to me.

Indeed the call of the Mystery entranced me reading this. It implies 'she who encompasses all'. Later, I learned the ancient Egyptians regarded Nut (or Nuit, Nuith) as 'the Mother of the Gods'.

But it is not just the ancient Egyptians who have been entranced by her charms. Crowley, (never mind his 'weird' stuff) had these lovely words about her:

IT IS WRITTEN in The Book of the Law: "Every man and every woman is a Star. "It is Our Lady of the Stars that speaketh to thee, O thou that art a star, a member of the Body of Nuith! Listen, for thine ears become dulled to the mean noises of the earth; the infinite silence of the Stars woos thee with subtile musick. Behold her bending down above thee, a flame of blue, all-touching, all-penetrant, her lovely hands upon the black earth, and her lithe body arched for love, and her soft feet not hurting the little flowers, and think that all thy grossness shall presently fall from thee as thou leapest to her embrace, caught up into her love as a dewdrop into the kisses of the sunrise...."

I love the image of each of us a radiant star within her velvet darkness.

To me she seems to be "the Absolute conscious of itself", as one researcher into Egyptian matter, John Anthony West, describes. Not a creative element in herself, she nevertheless enables all creation to happen.

To me, she seems to say:

I am present, past and future, I am One, I am All, I am the Matrix which holds each element. (hurt not the stars)... ... I do not create, within me the creations happen. I am the matrix. You all are the unfoldings. Set is first principle, the first to break through of the womb... ... The secrets are bursting forth from the seamless universe... No beginnings and endings, one thing flows into another, no present, past, future, just the Matrix. The Matrix will consume all, if you let her. You of Set do not let this happen. Bright stars you are in my Matrix.

As I read and learn, I've discovered:

"One of the most frequently employed epithets of Seth is "Son of Nut", it is so widely known that it can be used without any further addition as an equivalent of the name Seth." (TeVelde, Seth, God of Confusion, page 28)

Set (aka Seth,Sutekh, Suti, Setesh, Seth, Set-hen, Setekh, Sutekh, Setech, Sutech, [yes, the God of many names!]) was called by the ancients "Great of Strength", "Great-in-magic", "Mighty One of the Two-Fold Strength".

The very respected source of National Geographic, via a booklet on the Treasures Of Egypt, describes SET as the God of Thunder And Lightning.

NASA has a thorough primer on the nature of lightning. Benjamin Franklin, during the second half of the 18th century, was the first to prove the electrical nature of lightning. Later, others discovered ways to measure lightning currents. Briefly explained, ''Lightning, then, is an electrical discharge between positive and negative regions of a thunderstorm.''

Lightning earns the awe it produces, for each year, it ''is responsible for the deaths of a hundred or so people, injuries to several hundred more, and millions of dollars in property damage, in the United States alone.''

Small wonder, then, that this electrical property is only attributed to the most Powerful of deities.

When I was nineteen, I had an experience which changed my view of things. Standing under the stars, an immense sense of awe entered me as I looked at those stars and knew a Great Power had gone into their making. I sensed it was electrical in nature and that we could 'plug into it'. Thus, when I read of Set years later, I knew then this was the face the ancients gave this Force.

Everything I've experienced since then has confirmed this understanding. Great is the Power of Set, fierce, and often feared by the ancients. A true vision of what is necessary for creation senses the immensity of that power. This, then, is the power of Set. It can be abused. If you stick your finger into a light socket, you will be sorry. But consider Electricity, the scientific force which makes lightning possible. This is a force which can be used for beneficial or harmful purposes. Left to the random chaos of the thunderstorm, destruction may result. Channeled, via ultimately through the skill of the human mind, all sorts of benefits are acrued. Imagine if you will, the world before electricity was discovered. Few want to return to that cold ( or hot, without air conditioning), dark world without all the mechanical devices which bring both ease and pleasure.

Another version of, ''Set's name originally meant "cutter" or "isolator" -- he is a personification of the process of Initiation -- of Becoming more and more your own self,'' explains Uncle Setnakt (AKA Don Webb) in ''The Black Beyond Black''.

There is another conclusion one can draw using the original meaning of Set's name. The Surgeon's knife is a 'cutter' and 'isolator', as she cuts away the diseased flesh. She brings life and healing to a patient who would otherwise die were such flesh not separated from him.

To apprehend the great unmanifest potential of Set is to have some idea of what we can achieve when we channel his energies. As Setians say "Great Is The Might Of Set, Greater Still He Through Us!"

And to what do I wish to turn all this power? Again, it is the ancient Egyptians who first had the concept:

XEPER
''transformation - evolution - metamorphosis''

These scarabs stand for a concept, represented by the Egyptian word Kheper, also spelled Xeper (using the Greek 'X' Chi for the first letter), and pronounced 'Kheffer'.

I have attempted to show an evolution in the row of scarabs with the metamorphosis of color. The scarab is a triconsonantal Egyptian heiroglyph for the KHEPER/XEPER concept.. In Egyptian, 'heiroglyph' means 'sacred writings. Glyph is 'symbol', and heiro is 'sacred'. Thus, XEPER acquires sacred significance as it is no ordinary word. It means 'becoming'. In English, 'becoming' has no sacred significance. But to the Egyptians and those of us today who harken to their wisdom, it means the whole sphere of metamorphosis, transformation, evolution and growth in the spiritual realm, as well as the physical realm.

To those who understand, it has powerful magical implications:

XEPERA XEPER XEPERU:

''I Have Come Into Being, and by the Process of my Coming Into Being, the Process of Coming Into Being is Established.''

This becomes a self-sustaining system, for once the wheels start going in a certain direction, that mobilizes further process in that direction. One scientific principle is that an object in motion tends to remain in motion. Not only so in the physical world, it is also so with our mental and emotional evolution, as well.

All of my philosopical and spiritual concepts are constantly growing and changing. This is but part of the larger evolution I seek in my life at large, knowing that using my Will, this can become a conscious process, and therefore more self-directed.

With conscious effort, we can discover and strengthen our inner divinity. I find archetypes, or 'ideals of perfection' which help me visualize those characteristics I wish to bring into being.

For instance, one archetype which I become is Ma'at, the Egyptian Goddess of Order and Balance. Invoking that power, I make the judgments of what is Truth, and create Order out of the raw Chaos.

  
SET, God of Thunder and Lightning, MA'AT, Goddess of Order and Balance

Raw POWER without ORDER is CHAOS . . .

Electricity in raw form is thunder and lightning

However, Electricity Ordered can do many magical things!

But without POWER there is only NOTHING . . .

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