The arrows represent all the things which overwhelmed me pressing down on me. Why did I draw my head shaped like a magnet in that drawing? The magnet was the first element in the picture. I look like I'm about to heave into that wastebasket. Maybe the magnet is because the wastebasket is a wire metal one, and I thought myself 'garbage' at that time... I felt 'the pull' to think of myself like that. Also, the magnet is like the pull of stasis. The call for help broke that stasis.