September 26, 2007 I came across this quote while doing a bit of research: "A longing for excitement can be satisfied without external means, within oneself; for creating is the most intense excitement one can come to know." -- Anni Albers I find this true in my life. Many people to look at me - pale and shy, retiring, nearly mute in many social situations, might not think that I experience a longing for excitement. Certainly, I would be a 'wallflower' at their parties. But 'wallflowers' have other places they can bloom, and often vibrantly. Oh, the life of the mind! And the life of creation! I feel so utterly alive when I am creating my art. It is scary, for I might ruin my effort. It is exciting, for I seldom have a clear idea how a piece will turn out. It is a process of discovery. Other excitements may have their momentary bursts of thrill, but the thrill of creating has a uniquely regenerating effect. scarab, sacred symbol of evolution, regeneration and transformation . . . © Joan Lansberry Go back to 'Self Portrait' Go forwards 'Regrets?' Go to 'The Essential Joan'