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Thursday, October 20, 2005
"Vampire Dream"
But this morning, with a dream, I was back in Michael's world. It began, and I was a senior in high school again. Those halls came again to color and dimensionality. I had a very special friend, who visited me on my turf. But, oh, he came from a world far away from mine. He came from a time beyond mine, as well. His porcelain pale skin and short frame belied a fierce strength. His sharp fang teeth fascinated me. His skin that evinced no heat still felt gentle when he pressed his lips towards mine . . . . . . there is a shift of dimensions. "I" was not in her body anymore. I was in Michael's, as I was giving her the passionate kiss. It was so sweet, she was so sweet, so innocent, so full of young trust. How had I met her? At night I came out to hunt in the human camps, looking for stragglers out at the edges, and saw a young woman there who reminded me of someone I loved many years ago. She was fascinated with me, and a new love was growing. I was going to do all I could to ensure that it continue growing. But trouble was brewing. My unusual appearance had attracted the attention of a young buck, who thought he could best me. Certainly, he might think that. He was nearly a foot taller, and very muscular and tanned. I had a surprise in store for him. I pinned him easily, and laughed as I told him, "I have been a long time on this earth, and have had much experience in the Hunt. Why did you think you could best me? I will satisfy some of my needs on you. No, I will not satisfy all of my needs, I'll leave you still living. But for this insolence, I will take a good bite." It felt so real, the sensory aspects of biting and drinking some, then pulling back while the hunger is demanding, being master of the hunger . . . . . . It all felt so real. And then I woke up. I am glad for this short while of dreaming to have this character which I have so enjoyed come again to life. Perhaps part of the reason is 'the season'. Earlier, I read of a Dracula's Ball being held here in town, in which you are to come as your favorite vampire. Of course, the fascination with the mythical archetype has never ceased with me. To make of 'the beast' with his terrible hungers a beautiful character, full of sensitivity, sensuality and awareness fascinates me.
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© Joan Lansberry