December 27, 2003

"An Excuse For Deco"
7:49pm

The above image is a detail from the Main Street Christmas Tree. For each of the past three days of our lovely time off, we have gone to Old Town and passed this tree. You can see my reflection in the large shiny ornaments, as I position the camera.

On Christmas Day, we saw Cold Mountain, which will no doubt earn Oscars. On the day after Christmas Day, we saw Lord Of The Rings: The Return Of The King, which will also no doubt win Oscars.

Today, after a meeting with friends at the coffee shop, we were hungry and in the mood for Italian food, hence a visit to Villa On The Main. The linguini with meatball sauce was very satisfying. The peaceful environment there is also part of the experience. As fascinating as yesterday's visit to Lute's Casino, it was a bit noisy and chaotic, especially for Julia.

But a variety of experience is good for us, so I'm glad to have been there. There are many still untried restaurants in this town, some of which may find us visitors in the future.

This entry is somewhat tepid, and is here mostly as an excuse for the pretty picture. Well, I have to have Christmas deco somewhere, not having any special Xmas deco in our house. I prefer the deco that is good for everyday. I did add to that, by acquiring a key chain with a Lord Of The Rings theme, featuring a leaf like the ones which held the capes together which the Elves had given the Hobbits, and some Elven writing on the background. It only cost a dollar, so I couldn't resist. I may have a picture of that later.

December 28, 2003 A

"Some Clean Up"
7:30pm

Julia is watching TV. A bearded man on a James Bond movie declares the releasing of nerve gas, with intent of killing the human race. I'm sure a solution will be found.

A quiet day today, I did a bit of reading and study, and a bit of cleaning. Julia's hair dye job rendered a reddish brown splattered disaster of the bathroom sink, but that sink had been in chaos long prior. I could not get the hint of maroon splatters out of the formica table top, but at least things are reasonably clean and in order.

I noticed with pleasure the Sunday morning show reported today as being the 30th anniversary of the Endangered Species Act. As many as 200 species may have been preserved because of it. I do hope the anti-environmentalists will not have a chance to ruin this progress for a short term goal of monetary profit.

If they try, the clean up won't be as easy as a James Bond movie solution, I'm certain.

I shall sign off now, while the stern dramatic movie underscoring the movie's battle deliberately and grandly proceeds.

December 28, 2003 B

"Powerful!"
8:02pm

If there's any clean-up necessary, I'm POWERFUL enough to do it! I had to chuckle at the results of the following quiz I took:
vampire
Powerful!

You're a scary son of a bitch. Chances are, you'd rule over all other vampires in your vicinity, and probably some humans as well.You're hard to kill, because you keep your weaknesses and strengths secret. Bathing in blood is a regular past-time. You're ruthless and indestructable.

What SORT of Vampire would you be?
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I like that! Except for the 'bathing in blood' part, that would be a waste of blood. And the 'ruthless' part, I'm not 'ruthless', I'm just HUNGRY, ya know?

Julia had fun with the test, as well. She, too, is quite intimating. We rule Yuma! Vamps and humans beware, this is OUR territory!

M-wua-hah-hah-hah-ha!

December 31, 2003 B

"Awakened?"
5:58am

Loud the alarm pulling me from dreams. But was it only a monster in my dreams? No, vaguely, it was real. Julia stirred, quieted the beast and I tried to return to sleep. But something had been changed. I could not go back to sleep, not and know the precious innocence I'd had. Always there would be the nagging notion that an alarm had been sounded.

Where am I on this very last day of 2003? Am I any more awake than I was the last day of 2002? In certain aspects, yes, very much so. If an innocence has been lost, hopefully wisdom has been gained to supplant the ignorance I've lost. 'Ignorance is NOT bliss', contrary to the saying. At least not necessarily. Sleepers yet unawakened may transverse snowy mountains in their dreams, but never know it.

Bringing this meander into concrete reality, yes, the mountains may well be snowy. It was 19 degrees (-7C)in Tucson a couple of days ago. This broke all records for the 29th. Indeed, during the ten years I lived there, I never saw any temps lower than 24F (-4C).

That people are chilly in the Old Pueblo is without doubt. We here in Yuma knew our own variety of cold. Monday we were very surprised to find temps of 33F (0C). As Yuma is the 'winter lettuce capitol' of the states, farmers were concerned about possible damage to lettuce, in particular iceberg and romaine varieties.

Ice on the 'iceberg' is no good. The heater runs a bit more often these days. I am grateful not to be merely huddled by a fire trying to keep warm. Yet however half assed the results of the half warm fire sitter, even they may have their envious onlookers.

December 31, 2003 B

"Rich Enjoyments"
10:17pm

I tried to go to sleep. I tried, but electric restlessness coursed through my veins, making me thrash. There won't be sleep, not for a while. I shall visit here to see what comes.

Rich food tonight, and rich celebrating. We arrived at River City Grill to find them quite busy with preparations. We had no reservation, so we were seated on the patio. A tall heater device kept us warm. It's charming outside, with the colorful chairs of the flowered backs. Some imagination was taken with the painting of these chairs. A bird chirps in a nearby cage, adding a sweet note. The band for the evening dance was setting up gear and practicing. They sound quite good. But we are not night owls, and so we did not stay.

We found more sedate entertainment on TV, with the PBS special, Live From Lincoln Center. Live it is, for Beverly Sills made a goof and forgot she was in New York, saying 'Chicago' instead. But the French music was at times tender, dreamy and sweet and at other times exuberant and rollicking. They featured the Can Can song from Offenbach's Orpheus in the Underworld. Soprano Renée Fleming brought vital expression and ease of singing. She just glided from note to note. How delighted she was when she sang:

I walk along every road,
just like royalty,
people bow, they kiss my hand,
because my beauty makes me a queen!

Je marche sur tous les chemins
aussi bien qu'une souveraine;
on s'incline, on baise mes mains,
car par la beauté je suis reine!

music - Jules Massenet
lyrics - Henri Meilhac and Phillipe Gille

To be physically there, in the front row, oh how delicious that would be to absorb that energy! Still, the small TV screen, while offering none of the fully LIVE experience, does have subtitles as the singer sings, and the camera focuses on what ever instrument is being featured in the piece, so it brings it closer to your mind that, for instance, here, now, the flute is being played, or here the French bassoon. And how wealthy must one be to AFFORD front row seats? We did extravagantly enough for our meal alone.

I had tastes of Julia's lamb, along with my spinach and cheese ravioli. Three different sauces accompanied the large circular pasta pieces. I'd have been more generous in dabbing the bites into the sauce piles, had I known there would be sufficient. And the dark chocolate cake was yummy. Always, everything is a taste sensation at River City.

I paid attention to the vibes around me with a keen sensitivity. Across from us, two men, one smallish and dark, and one largish and light, sat. I could feel the hyper heated pulses of lust in their energy signatures. Did they glance at Julia and I and make a similar observation? I do not think so, they had eyes only for each other.

I learned from the small man's announcement to the restaurant owner that the other was an artist. Looking at his rather Scandavian build, I tried to access what sort of art he might do, but could get no clues. I suspect, however, something rather modern.

I asked Julia later if she noticed the two men and sensed anything about them. She hadn't. I must admit my increase of sensitivity is rather enjoyable at times. I am grateful to partake in such rich pleasures.

As I remember the early evening, I notice the tiny numbers in the lower right hand of the monitor face: there is now only one hour left to this year 2003. Rich it has been, for growing experiences. I've learned much and hope to learn as much or more in the year to come. Somehow I don't doubt the dependability of that. I smile as I think on that. Many such rejuvenescences to come, I hope.

And to you, dear reader, as well. Good health, strength, fortune, all things desirable to you, as well.

January 1, 2004 A

"A Good Omen"
9:29am

There are them wot believe it is 'folly' to ''allay their frustrations with a sign''. But I do it anyway. Maybe it just amuses me.

Anyway, I noted the following on a discussion group I'm on:

A strange black cat on your porch brings prosperity. - Scottish superstition

I responded:
That's good news, heh heh. Last night when we were eating out to celebrate the New Year, we were put on the patio of 'River City Grill'. (This is relatively warm Yuma desert and there are tall heaters, to explain why 'outside' on New Year's). I am always aware of energy emissions everywhere I go. While I was talking to Julia, I felt a low-level energy entering the patio. It was low level, like a feeble person has, but without the 'feeble' part of the vibes. Was I ever surprised to find a black cat blessing the patio! He lingered quite a while, happy to be in our presence.

I will take it as a good omen, and once again count myself blessed to be easily amused.

January 1, 2004 B

"His Face Is Turned"
6:47pm

His Face Is Turned

And if I wander lonely through a crowd,
whose fault is that?
And if I am, indeed,
a 'one eyed man in the land of the blind',
whose fault is that?
Can one accord reason?
Are some things just there?
Can you be?
Was I there?
Was it me,
rifling underneath the flower pot
for your hidden key?
I didn't find it.
But I threw a rock at your window anyway
and ran fast.
All such mystery,
in the land of the blind.
Was I there?
Were you there?
Pinch ourselves to
know we're not dreaming.
Just this one chance
to know we're living,
sure gotta try.
Did I sing outside your window,
like a cat,
badly out of tune?
Was there a melody, anyway?
Moon howls
and so do I.
Or what else does that
man in the moon do
when his face is turned?
I tried to find the key.
Search me,
I know not.
Are you here?
Am I?
I pinch myself:
OW!
Ah, first real clue.
I'll talk to you later . . .

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