Forward...I'm continuing this morning's theme of 'recycled bits and pieces' this evening, in a happy Christmasy entry. For, not known to many people, the celebration of CHRISTMAS itself has many 'recycled bits and pieces' within it. One of them just happens to be Santa Claus' HAT!
December 17, 2002 - B
"IO SATVRNALIA!"
This morning, Julia was all full of good wishes for Saturnalia, the ancient Roman holiday beginning on the 17th of December, and greeted me with ''IO SATVRNALIA!'' ("Hurrah, Saturnalia!"), the Roman equivalent of "Merry Christmas!". Saturnalia honored Saturn as the god of seed sowing, and although this festival was later replaced by Christmas, many of the festivities and customs of the Saturnalia have been absorbed into the Christian festival. For instance, it was a time of enjoyment, cheerfulness, and goodwill, and there was lighting of candles and giving of gifts.
The pagan festival began with a sacrifice at the temple of Saturn, followed by a public feast open to everyone. All business ceased on this general holiday, and on this one occasion in the year, people were allowed to play gambling games in public. Everyone wore holiday clothes and the soft cap (a pileus of red felt, now worn by Santa). Even the emperor wore this freedman's cap (the cap a freed slave wore to show his status) at this time, possibly to show the equalized status of all men during the celebrations. Equalized, indeed, for slaves were let off their duties and might even be served by their masters, and each household chose a mock king to preside over the festivities.
Thus it was, Julia was most eager to purchase a red Santa hat when we were out shopping the other day. She was quite determined that we call it by its 'proper' Roman name, however!
An example of the Roman pileus can be found on many Roman coins. The reverse of the coin is described as ''LIBERTAS PVBLICA S-C, Liberty standing left with pileus & scepter.'' Liberty, being a FREED (wo)man (liberty=freedom), is holding the PILEUS in her right hand. It even appears to have a bottom band and a top tassle. Julia in her 'pileus'
Liberty HOLDING her 'pileus'
IO SATVRNALIA!
Julia waxed weird in her whimsy the other day, as I showed her the coin picture of Liberty holding a pileus. ''It looks like a condom!'' And then she explained how this could be a modern symbol of liberty, freeing people from the unwanted side effects of sex. Leave it to Julia to come up with that.
December 19, 2002
"Writing And Sex"
But it's a springboard for thought, it is. I remember how amused I was when Laura and I explored a shop devoted to things of a sexual nature. Among the amazing two feet long appartuses, oils, odds and ends, and odds for the ends, a package had rather prominent display. Within it, various items had been assembled, among them, condoms, of course, but so amusing the caption on its BOX, ''When you're not even SAFE from yourself!'' So amusing, because quite possibly the most frequent of sexual events are those achieved in solitude.
A few WRITERS have made analogies between the act of writing and sex. Robert Heinlein said:
And then there's this one:
''Writing is not necessarily something to be ashamed of, but do it in private and wash your hands afterwards.''
This quote caused quite a stir when my Writer's Daily Quote featured it. It OFFENDED people. I only sardonically thought, ''Well, then I must be a slut, for I give it away for free, to any and all takers!''
"The career of a writer is comparable to that of a woman of easy virtue. You write first for pleasure, later for the pleasure of others and finally for money." --Marcel Achard
Although I still can be called 'professional', for once I got paid, not with 'filthy lucre', but with a few poetry books. However, it would have cost me money to buy them, had I not been given them, so it qualifies.
But the daily efforts here are more of the 'slutty' kind, ''Come one, come all! Any time you want, and the show is free!''. That some days I am given to the 'twice a day' habit may be no 'virtue', for it may be so much mental masturbation. It feels so good to do it, and there's a climax of sorts.
However, the trick of the great writer is they enable you to share their fantasy with them. It comes technicolor alive in your eyes, and you experience a satisfying conclusion. With the poor writer, on the other busy hand, all you get is the grimacing face and great concentration, and you're not sure much more than that went on. And you didn't really want to be audience to the whole thing, anyway.
Have you been thinking I've forgotten about my little family of vampires? Indeed, I've been busy with other things, but while I've been busy, they've been preparing for the holidays.
December 20, 2002 - A
"Portrait In Progress"
Getting ready for a family portrait, they have. They've acquired festive clothing, and pose patiently in my mind for me.
I've got two of the characters done.
I've been inspired by drawings of nineteenth century vampire ladies, and dolls of the Ricean vamps done up in fancy garments. Although drawing from imagination is not my forte, I believe I'm achieving some of their personality aspects.
Michael looks lovingly at his new family, while Livia grins happily. The space to the right is for tall Golden's hair, and Gwen will take the far right position.
Okay, maybe it's NOT perfect. There's an odd spot where the joining together of scanned sections didn't come together just right. And is Michael's head just TOO proportionately small, compared to the rest? And does Gwen's head profile look odd? And is Golden's thumb oddly curved? But other than those imperfections, it's not too bad.
December 20, 2002 - B
"Portrait's Perfection"
It still is amazing, for it's the first halfway decent non-abstract art I've done from pure imagination. Do see it large-size. The vamp family is pleased with it. The large portrait will go on a wide wall in their apartment. And they were so excited to get new clothes, too. Read about it here.
A string of words, a great string of words, weave the web of my consciousness. One word leads to another, as light from one candle being passed to another candle. What would they illuminate?
December 21, 2002
"Chain Of Words"
Bracelet my Mother gave me this year for Christmas. The linked words are, in order:
PEACE, LOVE, JOY, HOPE, FAITH, TRUTH, LIFE
What would I learn new? Or will it merely be deeper details of a fact already known?
LOVE TRUTH, BUT PARDON ERROR Thus said the fortune cookie muse today. And how do I love truth? How do I embrace it that it and I might know greater fulfillment? Everything comes from that unending stream of words, one to another, one to another, like beads in a rosary chain.
Do we need faith to wield this? Can I, faithless, pick up the chain, and find its connections? Do the connections, when found, make the faith?
For the moment, I believe so.
December 22, 2002
"To The Makers Of Magic"
TECHNÊ SÔZEI ZÔES
''Art Saves Lives''
(Julia's pin created by Maria C. Moya)
For The Writers, Musicians and Artists To the Makers of Magic,
Peace be to you
and love.
Strength to your weak limbs.
May I, like an angel enfold you,
give you strength from my own limbs.
''TECHNÊ SÔZEI ZÔES''
''Art saves lives.''
I believe it everyday.
Create now, your beautiful art,
and save our lives.
Strength to you and your heart.
You know who you are.
Take now this strength.
Create your beauty
so that all might enjoy.
Peace to you
and love.
You know who you are.
JAL, 12 - 22 - 02
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