
"Away We Go"
3:45am - Slipping through the dark velvet night, our metal caravan crosses time and distance smoothly. The three-quarter moon smiles at us and the glittering stars are echoed in small lights here and there along the road.4:00am - a few pistachios4:30am - Gently, slowly, a gradual lighting of sky. The deep dark blue still smooth, seems more liquid. A hint of light's future promise whispers.
4:48am - Nearing "Sentinel", the skelton giants carrying electric seem strong silent sentinels as we pass by. The whispering of light grows more audible.
4:56am - A deep hum of light slowly crescendos in volume. Pink lines the edge of the eastern sky.
5:01am - Sixty seven miles to Yuma, blueness lightens across the full sky, revealing grayish purple mountains. Tiny greenish bushes dot the tan ground. A wide orangish pink band frames the eastern sky, now.
Tree against the new sky
"nipple mountain"
5:22am - With the full loudness of day, details become more distinct. Our conversation turns more lively, with varied innuendos.5:54am - Cutting through the road - grooved mountains before Yuma, we see the sign "Leach the dogs of war, cry havok". What does this portend? Leash the war dogs, but let the peaceful, mellow dogs roam, say I!
6:06am - I am not ready for the brightness of this sun, forerunner of the scorch to come. However, we'll have left that behind, by that hour. Nearly to Yuma, a restaurant hunt ensues. Shayna only wants orange juice, but Laura and I crave food. Shoney's, exit two, lures us.
6:30am - lots of potatoes, both shredded hash browns and grilled sliced potatoes, scrambled eggs, two pieces bacon, slice ham, orange juice.
6:35am - On the road, food happily digesting in the tummy and the car digesting the miles. Signs say "maximum speed 70". Only other Arizona drivers pass me. They must mean 70, here in California. In Arizona, even though the speed limit is 75, you're likely to be passed by many going 85.9:00am - 32 oz. Lemon Ice Gatorade - Ahhh-hh! Thirst quenched!8:40am - My driving shift done, Laura takes over for the last leg now. We are going into the mountains preceding San Diego.
8:49am - San Diego County Line! Curving and swerving through the rising rocky mountains, third gear, even though at 60mph, helps us have more 'torque' to better climb the mountains and avoid overheating. My ears 'pop' occasionally.
9:07am - "Crestwood Summit" - 4190ft elevation, it's all downhill now. It's surprisingly green on the San Diego side, compared to the rocky barreness of the other side.12:00pm - a few awful dry lowfat tortilla chips with refried beans used as a dip - bleah! But we'd brought the stuff with us as a cheap snack.9:25am - At a rest area, Laura kissed Shayna and then me. A man, standing near his 'Harley Davidson', smiled and said, "Pass It On!" Laura grinned at him and gave him a thumbs up in return.
9:29am - The traffic has slowed to a crawl, due to the Border Patrol station. After a glance, the young man waves us on. One nice California feature is Call boxes placed every half of a mile along the side of the road.
9:42am - The salt in the air is stinging our eyes. After going to about five places, finally we found a motel room, non-smoking, even! When I returned from signing the papers, I held the key and remote control up high, like they were victory kill. Whew! It is very cool and somewhat humid here. But Cool. COOL. COOL! Ah-h-hh!
The flowers here are so vibrant, loving the cool, moist air. We'll rest a bit before going to the beach, though the pool that comes with the motel even looks tempting.
1:00pm - one big gulp of salty water - the ocean is SALTY!
3:30pm - a few swallows of peach brandy - You know, I used to think of this as the alcoholic drink from hell. But it didn't taste so bad. It was smooth and peachy. I kept tasting it, as I didn't think it could be the same fire in a bottle stuff I'd remembered.
3:45pm - a few swallows of white chardonnay wine - Oddly, the brandy tasted better. I must be getting WILD!
"Bachelors and dandies, drinkers of brandies, what do I know of those?"8:30pm - bowl of 'veggie stix', potato sticksI'm not SIXTEEN, anymore!
(From "Sixteen, Going On Seventeen", from SOUND OF MUSIC - by Rodgers and Hammerstein, I believe.)
10:30pm - slice of vegetarian pizza - awful spicy, and full of garlic. Perhaps I was too tired. We'd driven around for over two hours looking for this particular fish restaurant. I got too weary, so when we headed back to the area where the motel is, I went 'home', ate the snack and slept. Shayna and Laura commenced the food search and returned with left overs very late.

"To Feel That Water"
No dogs are allowed at Dog Beach. That sign amused me as we entered. I feared great crowds, but the sandy expanse was only lightly freckled with people in lawn chairs. Several small children were playing in the shallow areas near the beach as their parents rested. I feared the water would be dreadfully cold, as the climate was even chilly. But Laura ventured out first. Only a little sting, she pronounced. After picture taking, I walked back to the car and safely put the camera in the trunk. Bravely shedding my sweater, I headed back to the water.
Surprisingly, not that cold, so I ventured in deeper and deeper. We didn't swim, but mostly stood in a row, all holding hands, back to the ensuing waves. The big ones pushed us forward. We howled with delight as the tumultous rushing water embraced us. Some waves even went over our heads. One pushed me down and I got a good gulp of sea water, very salty. The jaded locals smiled at our enthusiasm. Sensing our own childlike qualities, some of the children gathered around Shayna when she sat down to rest close to the waters moving edge.
But it's awesome. To feel that water, which stretches on for thousands of miles come at me with cyclical regularity makes me more aware of the cycles of nature. I crave that sense of oneness with nature. I'll never lose the wonderment. Twelve years of the desert, and I never tire of its special beauties. It's sacred to me, all of it.
8:00am - TOO MUCH cheesy hash browns - but they were SO GOOD!, a few scrambled egges with melted cheese, onions and peppers; small slice ham; 1/2 slice french toast with cinnamon and sugar; slice 'breakfast pizza' with cheddar and mozzarella cheeses and bacon; pineapple chunks (supposed to aid in digestion), iced tea - I ate too darn much, and my tummy hurts!
Golden Corral restaurants look quite similar where ever you go. Whether it's the one on the east side of Tucson, or the northwest, or the one in Casa Grande, or this one in San Diego, (El Cajon, to be precise), they all look the same. The resemblance makes me feel 'placeless', homogenized. However, the food is dependably good, so I'm not complaining.12:00pm - glass of lemonade, many swallows of cold water through out the day - prehaps totalling two or three mugs of water
4:00pm - lots of pistachios - I cracked them open with the aid of a finger nail file, feeding Laura one, and then me one . . . (Shayna's out finding food and ice.)
Oh, what a wonderland the zoo was! The amazing lush vegetation, just in and of itself would be fascinating enough! The zoo has been accredited 'Botannical Garden Status', for its persevation of the foliage. In the newer exhibits, they've perserved the environmental habitat that is native to the animal's country of origin, as well. I've caught many good shots of 'cute critters' on disc and will process them as soon as possible.6:00pm - two crab cakes with a garlicky semi salsa (no jalapenos or hot peppers), a piece of fish, a few sliced carrots and green beans, a few fries, mug of 7-up with ice.The only sad part was Laura pushed herself a little too hard. She wanted us to see as much as we could see, so she went until she could go no farther. Her angina was considerable. But we'd left her nitro pills in the car, so we had to wait until we walked back to the car to begin the healing process. After about seven or eight of the tiny white pills and a couple hours sleep, she still feels quite weak.
7:00pm - mug of ice water

"I'd Rather Be Here Now"
Awakening to an incredibly humid morning, we decided not to linger much longer. Everything I touched felt WET or at least damp. By 8:30am, we were headed back home. After we got out of San Diego, and about to enter the mountains, we saw an unusual bumper sticker. Most everyone has seen those stickers which say "I'd rather be fishing" or "I'd rather be shopping". This banner happily proclaimed "I'd rather be here now". I like this philosophy. Rather than wishing his life away, this driver is content to be in the moment and experience it completely for what it is.12:00pm - Small baked potato, small dish of coleslaw, small dish mashed potatoes, a few bites of watermelon and cantelope, a few bites jello, a couple bites of pumpkin pie, iced tea - I got very heat sick while we were visiting Algadones, south of Yuma, in Mexico. I tried to eat potassium rich things that would be easy on my system.
5:00pm - HOME! The sky was halfway dark bluish gray, teasing with promise of rain.Go Forward...6:30pm - RAIN, glorious rain! Oh, the air smells so good!
7:44pm - I've been typing furiously. Some might wait until all the pics are processed to send up a perfect, finished product, but I'll rush what I've got done up to the web. We're all so glad to be home. That renewed appreciation might be the best thing about going away!
July 6, 1999
"Here Now"
A very luxurious tree in San DiegoI've been sorting through the pictures this morning. Even if a photo didn't turn out so well, it still helps me relive the memories. San Diego is such an incredibly GREEN place. The ground is covered thick with vegetation, the trees are wide and full, it's amazing to one who's lived in the desert for twelve years. Joliet, Illinois, where I was born, would become quite green in the summer, but nothing like the profusion of flora San Diego has. Would I want to put up with the humidity for that beauty? I am still drawn to the desert as home. But I'm grateful to have visited this other world.
I'm no where near getting together a page about the San Diego zoo, but I thought I'd share the smiling cheetah with you now. I also felt moved to place a special picture in Part Twenty Nine of ATTWT. And now, I really must quit 'playing' and get to sewing. NOW!
July 7, 1999
"Too Quickly, the Time"
One of Shayna's cats is sick. Shakti has a serious form of anemia I can't pronounce, let alone spell. Dehydration is also a problem. The poor thing can't hold her head up. She's sequestered in the front bathroom's tub, while Shayna's doctoring her.
The rest of us are hanging in there. Julia had some doctor appointments and has new medicine to help clear her lungs. I came up with an illustration for a poem I'm not sure about, Such A Mystery. I like it, but fear it's not up to the standard of the rest of the poems in the poetry pages.
And I have some new musings at ATTWT. More messages to the self I need to hear.
July 8, 1999
"Busy"
The Zoo Pages are DONE!
(bow!)
July 9, 1999
"Joyous Cleaning!"
Laura and I were all set to go walking at the health club, when we unanimously took one look at our pig sty of a house and decided our energies would be better spent cleaning it up. We hauled out bags of junk for the garbage pick up, put away stuff just lying about, re-arranged for a neater look, and I vacuumed part of the living room, the kitchen, the hall, the thresholds of the library (AKA giant walk-in closet and general storage depositry), sewing room, bedroom and bedroom bathroom. Never has filth been so joyously removed. I was all set to scrub the kitchen floor, but got waylaid when I couldn't find the blasted scrub brush. So the pail sits with water and soap. Somebody probably borrowed it and forgot to put it back. ARrggh!
I've done enough heavy labor this morning, anyhow. The noon bells have chimed, and so I'm relaxing with a bit of journal writing.
I thought I'd visit with the Muse a bit. Here's what turned up:
Would you be surprised
to find an egg in your closet?
Stranger things have happened.
The secrets that lay in the mind
are not what you'd suspect.
So comb carefully those hidden quarters.
See what awaits you.
I think it was more than a little influenced by my housework today. No, I gratefully didn't find any 'eggs in the closet', other than just the basic clutter. I did find a missing shoe and a missing nightgown, though! The egg seems to be symbol of things that will grow. I like it!
~ ~~ ~~~ ~~ ~ As I perused a favorite journal, I noticed the author now has a "time warp" link to the entry a year ago. John Bailey's been keeping his online journal for over a year now. Many journallers have that one year ago link. However I only 'look back' when I've moved to. Over two years ago, Laura and I, with Julia, took a trip to San Diego. I found my record of it. Whether the writing is spectacular or not, it still calls to mind memories of Shamu and those amazing birds at Sea World. I'm so glad I keep a journal.We had our fun on this recent trip, and various other expenditures. Now it's time for restraint of budget. As I was going over the checkbook, I had a most disturbing revelation. It is still early in the month, and we're almost fresh out of funds. I spoke to Laura and Shayna, giving this news the best shine it could have. I informed them we need to look at it in a positive light. "Resisting temptation is good for the soul". Shayna demurred "But I don't trust the people who tell me that!" I replied, "But it beats complaining and feeling poorly set upon. It's much better to believe that one's character will be strengthened in the process." Shayna, still skeptical "Why not simply just because it makes sense?" Okay. Still, I need the carrot of enticement.
So we've had our fun. And now, we must be careful. Strangely (or maybe NOT so strangely, considering the HUGE number of CD's I've bought in the past) enough, I'm finding several old CD's I hardly listened to earlier that seem new to me now. Two ANUNA albums enchant, as well as a BOBS album of various pop tunes. I love the way they do "FEVER". I understand that song more of late, since recent happy understandings occurred. (remember the epiphany Laura linked to from the Metro'on Main Index? Blush!)
Meanwhile I'm looking forward to several months of creative ways to amuse ourselves inexpensively. I'm sure I can come up with more than a few ideas. ;)
And there is good kitty news. Shakti's looking more like her old self. She's moving around, not looking so peaked, is able to make plaintive little meows, and is eating now. Shayna reported that she ate some of the beef that had been set out for her.
July 10, 1999
"The Weekend Awaits"
A Bit of Tree Bark at the San Diego Zoo
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