April 2, 2005 A

"Advancing in the Direction"
11:37am

Julia and I worked hard last night to fix the closet pole problem. We went to Lowe's with the pole length, and found the best available, an adjustable steel rod. I took the massive amount of clothes off of the old splintered pole, placing them all on the bed. Julia removed all the old fixtures and put the new pole in place. I found a way to help stabilize it at the center, where the old one had rested in a curved holder extending from the top shelf. The new pole is thinner and higher. One of Julia's saved wine corks just fit in that space between the hook and the rod. It was a tad higher, but the cork will collapse under the weight of the clothes to exactly fit.

Then I began the job of thinning out the clothes pile. Julia's favorites had gotten lost, so they were ferreted out first and put on the new line. I showed her the things I had never seen her wear, and/or that weren't really her colors. When she said ever so dutifully, "Oh, I should wear that," I put it in the bag for give away. When she said brightly, "Oh, I like that!" I knew it was a keeper, and found a place for it. Some items which were Laura's or no longer fit that we can't bear to part with went into a new low container, to be stored under the bed.

I put a couple of my blouses in the giveaway bag, too. I put them on, and determined how I felt in them. If I didn't 'feel alive' in them, but drab and icky, out they went. So that is a successful project. Two bags await dropping in the giveaway bin.

In addition to being more practical, our closet is more now aesthetically pleasing.

We've been blessed lately to enjoy many new aesthetic experiences. Sunday, Julia and I enjoyed an excellent breakfast while musicians played and a poet read. David Coy's poetry evokes such rich imagery. I enjoyed it for its own sake. And then there is another sake. He might inspire my poetry. Maybe my poetry will gain more imagery. It's all going into the subconscious soup, where it's going to simmer and the flavors blend, and will surely reflect itself somewhere. Artists need another artists. We don't create in a vaccuum. Certainly, the fire that inspires creation, that is inward and solitary. But there's always this dynamic interchange going on. Each thing builds upon what came before it.

Not only that cultural experience, Thursday night we went to a live concert featuring a classical guitarist praised by Segovia for his "magnificent technique". It is quite different, the same tool in the hands of a maestro. David Burgess was wonderful. I even loved just watching him. He stroked his guitar so lovingly like it was a woman to whom he was making love. With his long, slender fingers, he knew just where her sensitive spots were. Even watching him, it was hard to believe just two hands were creating all that music. Two voices would answer each other, and some times even three. CDs were for sale, and of course, I bought all three.

The Friday Illustration has been announced, and this image came to me, concerning Travel:

The butterfly, flying high in his short travels, goes from flower to flower. Perhaps it was inspired by my recent flying dream.

The concept of 'travel' is related to the concept of 'process', of 'coming into being', aka 'Xeper'.

I found a couple of interesting quirky quotes, regarding this process:

"Have no fear of perfection - you'll never reach it."

-- Salvador Dali

At first, I thought, "That's massively discouraging." But then, I thought, "Well, of course, because the standard always advances away from you the more you near it."

Right after that quote, I saw this quote:

" Do not wish to be anything but what you are, and try to be that perfectly."

-- St. Francis De Sales

Even if I can't be perfectly myself, I'm always advancing in the direction of becoming more myself. And therein lies the victory.


April 2, 2005 B

"A Message of Hope"
5:16pm

I was just cleaning up some of the flotsam and jetsam that gradually accumulates when I came upon an old letter from my mother, which seems to have mysteriously appeared from nowhere. In it she enclosed the poem she'd carefully hand typed on an old fashioned typewriter. It deeply impressed her, and I know she would have wanted it read at her funeral, but I was not able to find it.

It's particularily apropo during this week in which so many have died. People in my favorite forums have spoken of relatives, a favorite teacher, a disc jockey, Terri Schiavo after a twelve year coma, and now today, the Pope has passed on.

Is it a message from her Spirit that allowed me to find it today? I like to think so.


Mom 1929-2004
A Native American Prayer

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on riped grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave at cry,
I am not there, I did not die.

from Among the Heroes,
memorials at Shanksville, PA for 9-11


April 2, 2005 C

"Manning the Mouse"
8:46pm


Yes, I do see my hand poised thusly often.

Maybe I've done 'a bit' of web surfing today. Sometimes, though, looking at other artist's creations may inspire at least a quick sketch.


April 3, 2005 A

"Hearing the Music"
9:00am


Hearing the music...

The musician seems to hear the music into being.


April 3, 2005 B

"Fighting the Battle"
8:11pm


Fighting the Battle...

While surfing the sites of other Friday Illustrators, I came across some renderings of Lord of the Rings characters and was inspired to try one myself!

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