Forward...The 'life of the easy amusement' often concerns simple pleasures like good food. Over four years ago, when I first began Weighty Matters, a large part of it was devoted to listing my daily food consumption. Later, I removed most of the meticulous lists, for I believed them not worth their computer space. Some people, however, found them interesting.
January 21, 2003 - B
"Simple Pleasure Of Good Food"
It is in that spirit I'll list tonight's meal. For many months I wasn't going with Julia to the grocery store. Although we had an interesting item or two, the refrigerator grew very spacious. Now, again, I am going with her on the food shopping trips. The refrigerator is again packed with items, abundant choices as in the good old days. Laura, too, believed in much choice. Sometimes too much, as we had, besides the refrigerator, a huge ice chest also packed with frozen food items. Julia and I ate on that for several months until we emptied that freezer, combining the few remaining items with those in the little freezer.
Laura, for security's sake, needed to see such abundance. As I said, it took months to empty that big freezer. The two of us don't need such stockpiling. However, I do like a ready choice of a great variety of cheeses, breads, juices and even salad dressings.
Each Tuesday, after I get paid, it has become our custom to go to the Smart And Final, buy whatever items that appeal, and then go to the bank a few stores down the road. It is convenient and close. We selected many tasty items last night.
After important things were put away, we tucked into a veritable feast. Julia had had a eye for a different salad mix. We tried the 'Santa Barbara' bag, which contains escarole, endive and radicchio lettuce types. A bottle of Bleu cheese dressing called me. I get weary of nothing but oil and vinegar. The simple salad, with nothing more than those lettuces with the Bleu cheese dressing, was delicious.
A thick slab of sliced ham with a thin slice of Swiss cheese was also put onto a soft, thick hamburger bun covered with mayo and yellow mustard (none of that nasty Dijon mustard for me). I figured the 'ham' burger buns would do well for HAM. And they did.
Dessert was Chocolate Brownie fudge swirl ice cream, with two sticks of chocolate and almond biscotti. All of this was washed down with a small mug of grape juice. I don't know how the wealthy eat. Whatever they consume could not have been enjoyed more than we did tonight.
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January 23, 2003 - A
"Let It Play Out"
I am sleepy, and I am not sure what if anything will happen this morning. But I must tell you Sebastian is having an interesting time, reliving his early memories. Oh, what a wicked scamp! And he does not even realize WHY he's wicked.
He just knows he pisses people off wherever he goes. He DOES, however, want to change this. We'll soon see if life on the farm does him any good. I don't know yet, myself, either. We have to let it play out.
While making the morning journal rounds, I learned via a favorite thoughtful site that the cloned cat C.C. bears nothing in resemblance to the original cat. The fur pattern is different, the personality is different, C.C. being more playful than the reserved Rainbow. One thing fortunate is, unlike the sheep, the cat appears to be perfectly healthy.
But those seeking exact reproductions of old pets are out of luck. I say the Mystery triumphs again, and we are MORE than a collection of genes.
In an amusing distraction, I will share a bit of what we've been discussing on the Theatre Des Vampires List. We got horribly off topic with discussing the 'Bonsai Kitten' hoax (no link, if you're curious enough, go GOOGLE) and possible cloning of humans. I had a bit of small fun, trying to lure the group back onto vampires, as well as a bit of whimsy, and offered a possible story line:
It does tickle the imagination, but, no, I don't think Michael and team will be encountering such trials. I don't know if I have sufficient skill to imagine a futuristic world. Though possibly such a world wouldn't need to be so futuristic. We have C.C., and the world isn't so radically different.Here's a fascinating idea for a way futuristic science fiction story.Good vampires vs Bad Vampires. The Bad Vamps want to clone humans, chosen for stupidity and lots of blood. The Good Vamps want to fight them, insisting on using mammals of lower intelligence, like cows, for food supply.
Anyway, it does tickle the imagination.
Who knows what our marvelous team of four, MAYBE FIVE if Sebastian can learn to fit in!, will get into. We'll have to let it play out.
The first sunset, as my eye saw it, was captured at 6:15pm this evening. The second sunset was glimpsed through Sebastian's squinty eyes, as he dared to peek out the front door at that time.
January 23, 2003 - B
"Happy Sight For A Vampire"
Sunset!
Sunset as a vampire sees it!
I have two new chapters in Sebastian's past up. One, immediately after being turned, in which he declares he's Cursed! and one in which he's beginning to see possibilities in his new life.
My horoscope says for today, ''INTENSE PHYSICAL PLEASURE AND CREATIVE PURSUITS (Pluto conjunct Venus)'' I don't know about me, but Sebastian had an intense time of it this morning. Oh, but you first must read his earlier adventure when met his real father.
January 25, 2003 - A
"Quite The Night"
All work today, must ready myself for that. No fun meeting this morning with pagans. But Julia and I did play last night. Oh, you should have seen Julia toss the darts! She'd had a variety of exotic drinks, which loosened her arm up. Oh, she tossed with such abandon! She did quite well at pool, as well. It was fun watching, even though I was quite sleepy, the four women and their various styles of approaching the white ball.
And the loud exuberance of the lady bartender, in recalling the thrill of her chase of a certain musical band. All except for one of its members, on account of his poor 'member' that had not been shorn as she prefers. Ah, quite the night it was, indeed.
Earlier, I, too, met the joy of the hot wax and hand massage. Perhaps I will not abuse my hands so much, now that they are being attended too, thusly. Already I am knowing some restraint.
And now I must ready myself for work, ''NOW!''
We saw Signs today. The movie, about an invasion of space aliens, was good, but that's not the topic of tonight's short entry. The topic is the inspiration I've had. CREATIVE PURSUITS, indeed! As I watched the movie, I remembered the track which held a view of a very frightened Mel Gibson, with his face half in shadows, except for that side's illuminated eye.
January 25, 2003 - B
"Creative Pursuits, Indeed!"
As the frame held still for fifteen minutes while I sketched quickly, I imagined the rest of the picture. The art of Frida Kahlo inspired me to not waste the background space and introduce symbolism. Also, I tried to have a dynamic linear quality.
I am happy!
Afraid!
Julia had some amusing comments on my new picture this morning. ''Oh, Gibson's done a change. He starred in 'Braveheart', now he's starring in 'Chickenheart'!'' Later, she asked, ''Just why is he afraid of wallpaper? And aren't our fears so often that, wallpaper?'' Aye, but it's that THREE-DIMENSIONAL WALLPAPER we have to watch out for.
January 26, 2003
"Something Quite Different"
Sebastian's relived some more memories, in ''Enduring Love, Enduring Hatred'' I have an idea for the book's title, ''All Things in Good Time'', or did I mean ''All Good Things in Time''?
Jambalaya and a crawfish pie and file' gumbo
'Cause tonight I’m gonna see my ma cher amio
Pick guitar, fill fruit jar and be gay-o
Son of a gun, we’ll have big fun on the bayouchorus from On the Bayou,
sung by Hank WilliamsNo, I haven't been to the bayou. The way Anne Rice describes New Orleans, Louisiana sounds like a fun place to visit. But Julia and I did have a delightful meal at Monarch's Rest this afternoon. I had a spicy jambalaya with chicken, huge shrimp and sausage slices in it, all mixed with orzo rice in a zesty tomato based sauce. I do not know yet what 'crawfish pie' or 'file' gumbo' is, but my food culture has been broadened this much.
My waistline, sadly, has been broadened, as well. I admitted defeat today and bought a new leather belt, waist 38 inches (96.52 Centimeters) at one of the shops in Old Town. My old 32 inch (81.28 Centimeters) belts have become useless. Later today, I also put several of my too tight blouses in the big blue bin, which already held items since outgrown.
The weight straining my clothes rod in the closet is at least lighter, now, if nothing else.
Later this afternoon, I looked at more of the pictures I'd taken yesterday of the quilts from this years Quilt Show. I've remarked before on the mandala-like characteristics of many of the quilt designs.
As I played with one cropped section from a quilt photo, it gradually evolved into something quite different. It is now a mandala, still bearing something of the fabric qualities with which it began:
Just waking up, I was sitting on the 'throne' of contemplation, while Julia was in the midst of beauty preparations. I looked down at her feet, and for some reason, they impressed me. The strains of Morning Has Broken began flowing in my mind.
Happy PinwheelIn that lovely hymn, the second stansa is as follows:
Sweet the rain's new fall, sunlit from heaven
Like the first dewfall, on the first grass
Praise for the sweetness of the wet garden
Sprung in completeness where his feet passEleanor Farjeon
(1881 - 1965)Of course, I did a little gender-change to 'Sprung in completeness where Her feet pass.
Later, when I showed Julia the impromptu picture, she waxed 'Julian'. Well, what else does one call the strange sort of word associations Julia does? She waxed GREEK, actually, and said a Greek would make a pun using the word TOKALOS, meaning 'the beautiful' and pronounced 'Toe Callus'
This morning, I pronounce Julia's feet beautiful, and really quite without callouses.
I don't answer e-mail these days. I neglect to even put out my brief notifies. Let me tell you why. While reading an informative e-mail from Serena about Louisiana cuisine, I followed the first link to info about the most important ingredient in file' gumbo, SASSAFRAS. I was reading about its rootbeer-like flavor, when I noticed a small thumbnail in the upper right of the page. It was a link to a larger image, for a poster called Sassafras.
January 29, 2003
"Why I Don't Answer E-Mail"
The curvaceous leafy form impressed me. I first only had in mind to adapt it for a subject divider:
But I had to play with it. It grew. It grew some more, and grew even wilder. Like some fractal based variant of kudzu, it was huge, 160K huge. I was mostly impressed with it, but by that time, it was late at night and I was exhausted. I sent up what I had, and in the morning, I knew I'd be better able to judge the worth of its growth.
Morning has come, and all it needed was four circular spots and saving under medium resolution, however still keeping the compression down to minimum. It's now 123K of wild growth.
But that's why I don't answer e-mail. I get too easily distracted.
After learning of it from a message on an e-mail list, the TV is now blaring with accounts of the Space shuttle Columbia disaster. It broke apart in flames over Texas on Saturday, killing all seven astronauts just sixteen minutes before they were supposed to glide to ground in Florida. Six Americans and the first Israeli astronaut were on board. This tragedy happened nearly seventeen years after the January 28, 1986, space shuttle Challenger exploded shortly after liftoff.
February 1, 2003
"Shuttle Disaster"
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for:
Rick D. Husband, 45, Commander; William C. McCool, 40, Pilot; Michael P. Anderson, 42, Payload Commander; David M. Brown, 46, Mission Specialist; Kalpana Chawla, 41, Mission Specialist; Laurel Clark, 41, Mission Specialist, Ilan Ramon, 47, Payload Specialist
Julia vividly remembers the first space exploration tragedy, which happened January 27, 1967. It was an Apollo I space capsule, in which a fire took place, worsened by the dangerous pure oxygen they used then. Three men were claimed on that sad day.
It is strange that all of these accidents occurred within the same week of the year.
Perhaps in answer to the worries of these fearful days, an administration official said the shuttle's altitude, over 200,000 feet, made it "highly unlikely" that the shuttle fell victim to a terrorist act.
No doubt much research will be done to determine what went wrong.
Today, Sunday morning, brings a bit of mystery to its beginning. Besides matters of national concern, (what went wrong with the shuttle?), we have in our own household, a silent and puzzling mystery of mechanical failure. Our best computer won't boot up. The green light indicating that it's ON glows, but nothing happens. The monitor flashes 'no imput signal', before turning completely black with blankness.
February 2, 2003 - A
"Mysterious Mechanical Failure"
We've shut it off, hoping something magical will happen when we turn it back on. It will be so sad if it does not turn on. That computer has the only working floppy disk, so it will only be with great difficulty that photographs are put to the web. Also, the scanner is on that computer. And it is the only one with a CD writer. Oh, I do hope something magical will fix it. We are like primitive peoples. Maybe if we do the proper dance, and appease the proper gods, the thing will right itself.
In order that this entry be not entirely a thing of lament, I report a few nice things. Small signs had been placed on street corners, announcing a 50% off sale at SUPER K, which is sadly going out of business. I guided Julia there, and we made a profit off of their misery. I have four new short sleeved blouses, which cost altogether less than 30 bucks! There's a green leafy one, an orange one with a pattern through out it, a light green with a jazzy design, and a solid pinkish-orangish one. Today, I will wear the light green one.
Also, we got a hot-air popcorn maker, a large tea pot (we usually use the 'coffee maker' for tea, but it's good to have a back-up), a syrup dispenser, another stainless steel bowl (18/8 quality), and a pasta spoon which works great for egg dipping and back scratching as well! All of those goodies, along with the blouses, cost under 80 bucks!
But, as you notice, there are no pictures of said blouses, and there WOULD have been, as I so often like to do.
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© Joan Lansberry